So, I know I've said this about my meds like a billion times before, but I think they are working. I hope they keep working. I know people with bipolar are more likely to go off their medications when they feel better, and that still blows my mind. It's been quite the three months for [...]

Throwback Time!

Honestly, depression has been making it really hard to do much of anything lately. That also includes doing my blog, so I'm going to do something a bit easier today. Let's go back in time to the mid-2000s. Around this time I was 13-14 years old and starting to leave the realms of pop and [...]

Grasping Smoke

So today I was late for my therapy appointment. So that was great. Then something to do with my transmission busted and fluid leaked all over the ground. Of course I didn't notice that until after my therapy appointment. So there I was thinking great, my stupid car is broken and so is my brain. [...]

Letters To Those I Love

I've got a lot of letters to write. One to Mom, Dad, my boss, and to Kenny. I want to tell them how I really feel and how they've affected me throughout my life. In the case of my boss, I want to say to her exactly what is wrong and why I have to [...]

Movies and Medication

Yesterday I saw PitchPerfect3, today I saw I, Tonya. First one was straight up silly. Second one was ridiculous and melancholy. Tomorrow has to be straight up serious. I think I will choose Phantom Thread, from director Paul Thomas Anderson. I am in need of an artistic romantic drama. Tonight I do my first titrate [...]

Netflix:Happy (2017)

I just got done watching the short documentary called Happy (2017). It was a fantastic little film about the ways different people and cultures view and find happiness or have it slip through their fingers. It came as no surprise that people who chased after things like money and status were typically much more unhappy than [...]

It’s Been A (Long) Ride: Warning, Giant Post

Alright, this is my first official post on Bipolaroid. I've spent way too much time making and then remaking this site. That probably has something to do with my deep issues with perfectionism, but just add that to the bin of things that are "interesting" about me. Trigger Warning: This post contains discussions of abuse, [...]